il va de soi

but I can steal back mine, I can steal back mine, I can steal back mine

emily and the woods - steal his heart

That song is far too short for my liking. But it’s beautiful.

Anyway I’m in an absolute foul mood today. I’ve been revising non-stop for days now and I’m just fed up. I want to get A’s so badly, I want to do Medicine so badly, but I’m just so tired. Also I’ve been reading Trust Me I’m A Junior Doctor by Max Pemberton, and well, let’s put it this way, there’s a lot more fatigue coming my way. But reading it made me feel better because, well, even when I feel scared, that I’ll never be competent enough to have other people’s lives in my hands… everyone feels like that. No one feels ready, people who’ve had 6 years of training don’t feel ready, so why on earth should I? I just need to work hard and try my best and I’ll make it. So I tell myself.

Still, doesn’t really change the fact that I’m in a foul mood and don’t feel like working today… so far I’ve watched House, dozens of John Green’s youtube videos and started a list of all the books I’ve read starting from 2012, which I’m gonna keep going forever. I hope. Anyway. I think I’m gonna go for a run then do a bit of French then see how I feel. Peace

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