The maths test was bad.

But not as bad as I thought it would be so… raise the roof. Today was okay just slow and sleepy, I’m so tired and I don’t really know why since I got enough sleep. But oh well. I think I’m gonna just get into bed and read for a little while.

Btw -

You are my sunshine (cover) - Kevin Devine this is so good :)

"This is how it works. I love the people in my life, and I do for my friends whatever they need me to do for them, again and again, as many times as is necessary. For example, in your case you always forgot who you are and how much you’re loved. So what I do for you as your friend is remind you who you are and tell you how much I love you. And this isn’t any kind of burden for me, because I love who you are very much. Every time I remind you, I get to remember with you, which is my pleasure."

James Lecesne

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Think I’m officially nocturnal. I think something has to be done about it but maybe not tonight.

I had a pretty crap day, got more angry than I should’ve done and argued with nearly everyone. But… I just rekindled a friendship that I thought was lost forever. That’s gotta be worth a smile, right?


PS. For Bethy, who’s feeling down at the moment, and who I can’t comfort because my phone is credit-less… I love you, I love you I love you I love you. You’re beautiful, please never forget that, never forget how perfect you are. <3


loving the new ‘answer privately’ function on the messages. and the fact that there was a prominent red number one at the top so i could tell i had one straight away. i think i like this new tumblr!  how are you guys doing today?

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"you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess, it’s a love story baby just say yes.."

yeah you can try but you’ll never keep me down. ^^

been listening to Scouting For Girls for about half an hour now :’) alright well, it’s been a pretty good day. as far as Mondays go. i think i’ll head off to bed now; don’t really want to repeat yesterday night tbh, haha. gosh. :| you should see the bags under my eyes. my parents are back now, so once again listening out for the ‘dreaded footsteps’. scary stuff.

goodnight! xo


i was just reading back through my blog, and i realised something. i realised that anyone reading it, trying to gain an idea of what i was like, would probably think i was the most depressed girl on the planet. page after page of sad/lonely typographies and photographs, with intermittent posts going, perhaps, into further detail about how lonely i feel, how upset i am. and to tell you the truth, everything i post here is true, it is indeed how i’m feeling, and i do think about it often.

but not all the time.

the truth is, i’m actually a happy person. i like to make the most of everything, i love to laugh, i love my friends, i love shopping and coffee and television and reading and chocolate and nice weather and all the other things which make people happy. i am not a depressed person. yes, there are things in my life i would like to change; yes, i am absolutely infatuated with someone who couldn’t give a shit about me, but in the end… i am happy. my friends are always here for me. always. they’re the most amazing people i’ve ever met, and i’m proud to call them my friends. i’m so lucky, i have parents who care about me, who want the best for me, and are always trying their hardest to make me happy, even if i don’t realise it. i love my school, i love my house, i love my garden.

i just wanted to post this because… i hate ungrateful people. and i truly feel that anyone reading this blog, would think that i was one of those ungrateful people. i have so much opportunity, i’m so lucky to be surrounded by people who love me, who care about me, and i think it’s a shame to dedicate this most of this blog to the small portion of my life that hurts, as opposed to the large portion which makes me happy every single day.

so, i woke up about half an hour ago. my whole family’s gone to London for 2 days except me and my older brother. which is pretty awesome, we’ve never been left for that long on our own. he’s currently making scrambled eggs for us, and i should go down and make some toast/coffee to go with it. and we’re gonna watch House.

life is good. and i’m gonna try to remind myself of that more often. thanks for reading :) xx

i plaited my hair. i feel like a princess.