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Let’s hope there’s a beautiful 8 marker about photosynthesis or respiration and let’s hope also that the HSW questions aren’t the type that make me suicidal - is it really a tall order to want stuff that’s on the syllabus to come up on the paper?

Good luck everyone, I’m off to bed xx 

i’ve drawn out the Nitrogen Cycle far too many times i don’t think i have a healthy relationship with it anymore i know too much about mutualistic N fixing bacteria and if it doesn’t come up on my exam on Friday i’m gonna cry

Won’t be back until Monday. Rly excited yh. But omg, I did a UKCAT practice paper yesterday and got 640, just did one now and got 660, IS THIS A TREND I SEE BEFORE ME??? I certainly hope so. Although omg, the abstract reasoning, what the fuck. Genuinely guessed every single one (and got about half of them right which is weird) but seriously it is bullshit and I have no idea how to improve on it, someone help meeeeeeeeeee

Biology paper was a really good one thank the Lord. Just General Studies tomorrow which means a pretty chilled day doing some last minute Chemistry revision for Wednesday. Not been on Tumblr much recently because I’m kicking the procrastination habit ;) but tonight I’m just chillaxin’ after yesterday’s hardcore studying. Been re-reading The Fault In Our Stars and oh, my God. I don’t think it could get any more perfect. John Green is one of the very few authors who can actually make me laugh out loud. Except this time I’m getting upset even from the start because I know what’s going to happen :( I want Augustus and Hazel to be happy forever and ever and ever

ieurioeiwropiweprw I am not feeling ready. And like, there’s some people who’ll say they’re not ready, when actually they’re ready. And that annoys me, because I am seriously not ready. Bleh. Got an A on my Biology mock today though yaay

SHIT SCARED FOR THE RESULT OF MY CHEMISTRY ISA WHICH I’M GETTING BACK TOMORROW 

First of all my Dad got really mad at me for something really stupid and had the biggest go at me and ugh I wish he’d just listen to me but he never does. I have done. Nothing. Wrong. Nothing worth nearly crashing the flippin’ car over anyway. He’s such a drama queen he just needs to chill. :|

Then… my team came second in a Chemistry Analyst competition, which I didn’t see coming in a million years because half the time we had no idea what we were doing. Lmao. It was the funniest thing ever and when our names were called at the awards ceremony we literally couldn’t stop laughing and were in hysterics as we collected our prizes. Must have looked absolutely ridiculous but it was just hilarious, and on top of that, the prize was a £20 book voucher which is brilliant. :)

But finally. To set the mood for the end of the day. My phone got trapped inside a bendy chair and got bent in half. What the actual hell. So now I have no phone. Fan-bloody-tastic. I’m now home and my dad’s mad at me and I have no phone and  I am in a rubbish mood and I have so much work to do this weekend. 6th form life sucks.

• Revise for French oral exam
• Do a maths paper
• Finish a chemistry paper
• Revise for biology mock
• Spend an hour on UKCAT 

Can free radical substitutions just go and die please, thanks. Biology is so much fugging easier to learn.

My day was… comme-ci comme-ca. Started off a bit slow as I was gradually waking up (fell asleep for half an hour in Biology) but then it got pretty funny towards the end. I’m now convinced though that my post-school headaches are from laughing too much. Really need to calm down, was going a bit crazy in that Chemistry lesson with my wonderful Scottish accent, although I don’t think Dr Bennett liked it too much. That lesson on CFCs and Ozone really did need livening up though.

Biology ISA tomorrow, woo. Right, I’m having my nap now.

Hmm.

Anyway, I’ve not written in a while. Not much going on really. Finished my exams, just gotta wait for the results now, on March the 8th… but I’m pretty sure the time’s going to go really quickly, since I’m going to France on the 9th of February (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and then Edinburgh on the 1st of March. Speaking of France, I wrote to my French exchange partner, and she seems really lovely, so I feel a lot better about it all. So nervous but so excited!

My Chem and Bio ISAs seemed to go well today. Well, as well as ISAs can go, but I bet the mark scheme’s really dodgy and nothing I wrote will be on it :( 

Okay, so, weird question. My eyes have been really itchy for a few days now but I just attributed that to lack of sleep. Then today, suddenly, as in, literally within 1 minute, I got this weird bump under my eye… it doesn’t hurt at all, and it’s not hard, but it looks really weird, and it doesn’t seem to be going. Any advice/thoughts would be much appreciated?

Anyone else think it was a really awesome paper? Just me? Lol, omg. Just love the fact that in the lesson before the exam I was looking through my French essay on advantages/disadvantages of the internet… and that was the friggin’ 14 mark question! Only difficulty was trying not to accidentally write in French, hahaha. Woop. Also… the first question on the multiple choice was the translation of a French word, ‘renaissance’. Couldn’t really ask for much better than that! Anyways, since I have never looked at a mark-scheme and I have no idea what the standards are for General Studies I couldn’t really tell if you if I thought I’d done well or not. But I enjoyed it. :P

Biology tomorrow! Just been revising and I feel pretty confident, fingers crossed. Gonna make myself a hot chocolate and watch House to wind down. :) 

I JUST GOT 100% ON THAT BIOLOGY PAPER
OH YES. LIKE A BOSSSSSSSSSSS