Anonymous asked:
If it was totally up to you, and the world was a little mindless thing and you didn't have to bear in any consequences what would you want to be?

Interesting question, but can you just clarify, do you mean what job would I want to have?

Edit: Well since you’re not replying I’ll assume that’s what you mean. And actually, if I didn’t have to bear any consequences, I would want to do so much! I mean at the moment I’ve chosen Medicine and that is what I want to do, but it does upset me sometimes that there are so many things that interest me, that I enjoy, that I will never be able to do, because it’s simply not feasible to do them all! I would still want to be a doctor for a little while, then I’d like to study Law and be a lawyer, be a novelist, do a degree in French then live in an apartment in France and work in a bookshop… become an actress, star in a few really amazing films… then study Maths and Programming and become some sort of programmer. Work for Google. WORK FOR TUMBLR. And be a vlogger/blogger the whole time.

There’s probably a whole lot more I’d like to do too - definitely would want to travel the world. So I guess you could say I’m interested in a lot of things. I think my main problem is that I feel that the world is too big and full of amazing things to do for one tiny life-span. You gotta pick which is annoying, but I am happy with my choices. (Doesn’t mean I’ll stop dreaming about being a famous lawyer/novelist/actress/librarian/blogger/programmer though.)

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before."

Edgar Allan Poe

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Last night I had a dream… happy but sad. Comforting but scary. Bright and yet, somehow dark. I remember smiling, and I remember crying too. And the problem is, I have no idea what it was. I’ve been trying to remember it all day, but the more I think about it the more it slips away. Thinking about it feels like trying to remember someone I never knew, or remember a place I’ve never been to… I feel nostalgic, almost sad in a way, like I’ve lost a happy memory, or forgotten something special or… I don’t even know. And I feel like I want to hold onto it because it’s special but I just have no idea what it is.

I must sound really odd. I’ve been feeling weird all day. Not in a bad way, but not really in a good way either… I’m just curious as to what part of my subconscious thoughts this dream was inspired by ~

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That which is dreamed can never be lost, can never be undreamed.

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He laughs at my dreams but I dream of his laughter..

Maths exam in nearly 2.5 hours.

Guess I should get off Tumblr sometime soon..

I had the most bizarre dreams last night. All Nintendo related. It was a mixture of Zelda and Pokemon. Basically I was Link, and I finished the game, but no one cared and I was running around like SHOULDN’T SOMETHING HAPPEN NOW I’VE FINISHED THE GODDAMN QUEST.. and nothing was happening. Zelda, you bitch. D:
I’ll tell you more about it after my exam since I’m finding it really difficult to type (my fingers don’t function properly when I’ve just woken up o.o)

Wish me luck! And good luck to all those who are doing Maths today too. I’m off to get my very very very strong coffee x

"Dreams can be such dangerous things; they smolder on like a fire does, and sometimes consume us completely."

in dreams we enter a world that is entirely our own.

it’s 2am. i have wake up at some point tomorrow.. whoops. goodnight!

in dreams we enter a world that is entirely our own

 goodnight. :)